I. The Rabbi and Death
Even chopped liver films with
it,
edges of kugel rusting,
rubbery
flesh of fish. Yea, though
I walk
through the valley of Shiva,
I
will fear no evil, my Tums
and my Seltzer comfort me.
He
takes notes, rehashes stories,
"A good man, good man. No,
I didn't know that he was married."
How cryptic we get in death,
he
thinks, how boring the hole,
endless
ropes that lower, the flowery
"now
nows." The end's a pain in the
gut,
weekends always spent at somebody's
service, the valley of garlic
breath.
II. The Rabbi's Fantasy and The Synagogue Board
He's been wearing two six-shooters
slung low beneath his coat for
years.
No one knows. Mrs. Madansky
whines about the chandeliers,
Mr. Fine
about the food. Mrs. Epstein's
accent
sets the table spinning. The
agenda
now has wings. Mr. Basevitz,
former
acrobat at the Warsaw follies,
juggles
chairs with stocking feet. Elijah
taps
the Rabbi on his shoulder, hooks
a
hand behind his knee. A shot
rings
out. Plaster, water pitcher,
gold watch,
garters, coins, a lighter and
bread fall
from the ceiling. "That's goddamn
right," he says, "I'm the
Rabbi."
III. The Rabbi and Prayers
It's all in the performance:
a little
more wrist with the palm frond,
a
deeper bend at the knee. In
the morning,
Hebrew letters, sounds divorced
from meaning, sprout wings,
flap
flap flap their wisdom in his
face.
In the afternoon, they shoot
below the carpeting, ripping
layers
of veneer from pews: something
lost, something gained. Evenings,
he prods the floor of the synagogue
with the forked tip of a dandelion
weeder, following their seraphed
trail, never getting all the
roots.
IV. The Rabbi After His Speech
No more than curve over curve
of forehead, the audience gapes,
the virtue of polemic
unraveling into rhetoric, shattering
on seats. This is his life:
a sleek
brush of his wife's skin,
the happy "Daddy" of his children.
Wire glasses, candle, fringed
shawl
in the shape of a turned shoulder,
the wingèd book that spines
away.
His shucked-off clothes
held up by the tendentious dead,
dressed in nothing but their
texts,
the rabbi, left behind himself,
steps out.
previously published in the CHICAGO REVIEW